Early Dawn

I lay awake,
In the middle of the night,
Heart seems to long,
And the moon seems to laugh.

I don't know what goes on in your head,
But, I am lost in the thoughts.

The thoughts of why,
We can't stay together,
At loss of words,
Emotions well up,
And the tears don't seem to drop.

I needed a distraction,
But then came you,
Why does fate be so cruel,
It lays the heart bare,
Shows that it is possible,
But not something I get..

Can I cry, just once,
Drain the feelings out,
Go crash my life,
Knowing all along...

I am a soul of the wind,
And so shall I fly,
In the moment,
Not on my own accord,
Lands far and dry,
Searching for another smile..